Hold It Together

When I left your house the first time

I had this feeling like I left something behind

I checked both of my pockets and my keys and my wallet

And my necklace and my phone

How am I missin' something that I didn't know existed like a week ago?

When I kissed your lips the first time

I had this feeling like I left something behind

I spent eighteen months thinkin' I was messed up

And I'd never learn to let it go

And here you are shakin' the fear that love could only

Ever be what I've already known

I say the right thing, it's kinda my thing

Losin' myself tryna fix everything

It's shit from my past, I know you get that

It's just what I learned and all that I've had

Love don't work if I don't hold it together

It all gets worse if I don't hold it together

And I'm afraid to love this way forever

I wanna let you know me ways I never would've let her

Take my heart and we can hold it together

This is nothing like the first time

You don't remind me of a thing

And we both got memories but when you're next to me

All that I see is you in front of me

I say the right thing, it's kinda my thing

Losin' myself tryna fix everything

Love don't work if I don't hold it together

It all gets worse if I don't hold it together

And I'm afraid to love this way forever

I wanna let you know me ways I never would've let her

Take my heart and we can hold it together

Could this work if I don't hold it together?

Of all my habits I just like you better

I wanna let you know me ways I never would've let her

Take my heart and we can hold it together

Hold it together

Hold it together