Hard to Let Go

Balancing on a wary line

Too scared to trust you and jump down

I'll keep my status quo up here

Won't let anybody come near

I'll fix it on my own

Twenty-nine years I've been the same

Tryin' so hard to run from shame

But how long can I keep up the pace

To fool myself I don't need grace

Will you be there to catch my fall

Need to be sure you hear my call

Darkness surround me

And I don't know why it's so hard to let go

Why it's so hard to let go

I know I'll meet you down the line

You ask why I wasted my time

And I'll say I didn't know better

But the truth is I was weak and scared

Afraid of the blame

Twenty-nine years I've been the same

Tryin' so hard to run from shame

And I will not keep up the pace

To fool myself I don't need grace

Will you be there to catch my fall

Need to be sure you hear my call

Darkness surround me

And I don't know why it's so hard to let go

Why it's so hard to let go

Will you be there to catch my fall

Need to be sure you hear my call

Darkness surround me

And I don't know why it's so hard to let go

Why it's so hard to let go

Yeah

Hard to let go

Hard to let go, ooh

Why it's so hard to let go