Never Happened

Your face is strange

Lookin' rearranged like I'm in a bad dream

Wide awake

Things I can't erase, this is really happening

Had your trust

But I fucked it up and it's all on me

Back a second chance

If you give me a second

I've been cold

Livin' life like it never happened

Lost inside

Tongue tied to these lies

For someone you love

You're doin' it all wrong

I'm tellin' myself

Don't make it a problem

I'm carvin' a hole

So my heart don't get trapped in

If you knew it all

We'd never happen

But I still wanna get it right

(We never happened)

Truth is like a trigger pulled

Bullets fly irreversible

When I picture your other life

(Where we never happened)

It kills me just to think it through

You and him and what I'd lose

I've been cold

Livin' life like it never happened

Why am I so

Tongue tied to these lies?

For someone you love

You're doin' it all wrong

I'm tellin' myself

Don't make it a problem

I'm carvin' a hole

So my heart don't get trapped in

If you knew it all

We'd never happened

What if we never happened?

Damn, it hurts to look backwards

Yes, I know what you should've heard

And what you deserve

I could hit reverse

What if we never happened?

If I opened my mouth then

All our memories pulled  away

It's too much to take

See it all erased

What if we never?

What if we if we never?

What if we?

What if we?

For someone you love

You're doin' it all wrong

(What if we never?)

I'm tellin' myself

Don't make it a problem

(What if we?)

I'm carvin' a hole

So my heart don't get trapped in

(Where we never?)

If you knew it all

We'd never happen