Exist (feat. Shape)

I'm too old to die young, but this was fun, I done some dirty deeds

And Jesus ain't my hero, I'm just tryna live till thirty-three

But if I make it farther, maybe I'll forgive my father

Settle down and have some seeds, I teach to walk on water

If I could start this over VHS and press rewind

I'd focus less on sex and drugs and stick with sex and wine

Still a success to climb, but exercise just ain't my habit

I'm more like adderall and whiskey or a hit of acid

Feedin' drugs like feeding carrots to a rabbit, plus I'm rascally

I get nasty on these beats, I means I keeps it rashy

They keep on askin' for that new shit, say they got to have it

But would they give a kid a dollar for his less shit?

I ain't mad, it's just that getting taxes got me breathing heavy

Maybe it's the cigarettes, or maybe I ain't eating healthy

I dream I'm wealthy, so of course I'm sleepin' in

Of course I'm hittin' snooze, that's like a nightmare creepin' in, and

I've been sinnin' since the first sip from the bottle got me wicked

And I drink until I over flow this pot I got to piss in

'Cause I'm not about to listen to no logic, I'm too ignant

I ain't a healthy self but shit I finna get malignant, man

Never fall in love, never have no kids

Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live

Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no bitch

When you lyin' in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip

That's why you never trust the pigs, always plead the fifth

And if you coppin' off of me, don't say my name I don't exist

If you cheatin' on your man, I'm just a ghost, I don't exist

This world is cold as shit

You live in it, you don't exist

Some depressing shit I wrote when I was gettin' drunk alone

I should've watched the throne, but I was busy watchin' Game Of Thrones

I'm goin' crazy just thinkin' at home, makin' songs

And hopin' there's still time to fuck these bitches later on

But later on I'm actin' anxious, maybe something's wrong

I'm poppin' Xanax like candy corn just to keep me calm

And on and on, then feed me key bumps just to keep me gone

Me energizer burn me up 'cause it's like 3:00 in the mornin'

Until I'm yawnin', so dope I'm noddin', this ain't the problem

You at the top, before you’ve ever known is rocks and bottom

This drink's for Asim, probably thinkin' that we all forgot him

A lot of friends I had is gone, got to go on without them

And now I'm in and out of existential funks, I'm funky

I said I'll never fall in love but that don't mean don't love me

This will be fuzzy when their belly full but they still hungry

And you will blame the drugs, I'd rather blame the country

Because fuck the president, bitch, fuck you, and fuck your parents

I ain't done laundry In a month, I'm on some fuck these errands

I am too drunk to give a beggars fuck about what I'm wearin'

Lookin' bummy on the subway, like I hope they're scared of me

Never fall in love never have no kids

Never take a groupie to the same crib where you live

Don't ever be the snitch and if you is don't be no bitch

When you lyin' in a ditch, and your blood begin to drip

That's why you never trust the pigs, always plead the fifth

And if you coppin' off of me don't say my name I don't exist

If you cheatin' on your man I'm just a ghost, I don't exist

This world is cold as shit

You live in it, you don't exist

(I'm just a ghost, I don't exist)

(I'm just a ghost, I don't exist)