It's pulling down 

Make a date with your bullet

Say a piece about your last night

And how you're worried you'll fuel it 

So kill all the lights

They make me uncomfortable

Cause I can't figure out how to deal with the sound of being so emotional

And I'll wait with myself this time

Hold out till my heads clear

Make another decision to waste a drive even though we're already here

Can't hold conversations without sweating 

I get nervous when strangers are near

And I've had a life to get used to the feeling of shadows when the dark isn't clear 

And I've told you before I don't count birthdays anymore

Tell my mother I love her if she's home

My eyes have gotten dryer

An undeniable reminder 

Another day's folded over shit beer and small talk

And this seas gotten deeper but I'm drifter of this deep fear 

The only worry I have is not worrying much at all

And it's pulling down

Make a date with your bullet