So I Don't Let Me Down

Trying not to hold in my safety

Prisoner to my miracle, save me

From the roof that I built myself, gave me

Only thing that I didn't want more of

Was the feeling I couldn't escape it

Waiting tables at a minute, complaining

That the phone would start ringing, but lately

My soul's

Looking for a better way to deal with all the little changes

That keep freaking me out

Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating

So I don't let me down

Sitting in the middle of a city with a million strangers

And it's getting too loud

Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating

So I don't let me down

So I don't let me down

And so, I don't let me down

Got no time to be overthinking

Can the thoughts in my head be the demons

That wanna drive me away from believing

In the things that I was so sure of?

Had to lie and defy, be my savior

Emphasize in the lights and my failures

'Cause it's not black and white in this nature

When the plane lands, I'm still

Looking for a better way to deal with all the little changes

That keep freaking me out

Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating

So I don't let me down

Sitting in the middle of a city with a million strangers

And it's getting too loud

Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating

So I don't let me down

So I don't let me down

And so, I don't let me down

So I don't let me down

And so, I don't let me

'Cause I keep thinking

When the sun gets better

I'll be dancing on my fears from yesterday

And I keep thinking

When the sun gets better

I'll be dancing on my fears from yesterday

And, oh, I keep thinking

When the sun gets better

I'll be dancing on my fears from yesterday

And no, I can't keep thinking

When the sun gets better

I'll be dancing on my fears from yesterday

'Cause I'm still looking for a better way to deal with all the little changes

That keep freaking me out

Wouldn't hurt to figure out a better way of imitating

So I don't let me down