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Ben Hayden
Ben Hayden
Songwriter
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Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Another day, another test for me
Another ho know best for me
Another home I don't get to sleep
When's it gonna be rest for me?
[Verse 2]
Another day, another test for me
Another ho know best for me
Another home I don't get to sleep
When's it gonna be rest for me?
[Verse 3]
I keep grindin', boy, I don't sleep
As a kid, I had to go creep
Those streets gave me cold feet
Now I throw stones where the roads be
Grow trees, Louis bags
We the ones that come and ruin traps
If you're lookin' for the rocks, I got 'em
White boy, Oxycontin
I'ma overdose and probably drop in vomit
Broken homes, Legoland
Broken nose, go and get the van
I'ma run through your house with the whole crew
Super-Saiyan Goku
Suicideboy, fuck a rope, dude
Look at my head and you'll see what the roads do
[Verse 4]
I'ma fuck up again
I keep fuckin' up
I'ma fuck up her head
I'ma fuck it up
Wanna fuck all her friends
Wanna fuck 'em up
I'ma fuck all her friends
Already fucked 'em once
[Verse 5]
I'ma spend all this money on coke
I keep fuckin' bitches up in they throats
Suicideboy don't even know
Suicideboy don't need a rope
Self-made, miserable
Empty stomach, fists are full
Self hate, pistol pulled
Fuck her friends and the bitch was cool
I'ma go fuck up a meth lab
Jesse Pinkman with my step-dad
2-0-1, I rep that
Throw it up until my death, lad
Get money, Westpac
Give it up or you gon' get stabbed
Jacks get me, that's a setback
Look at me, that's where my head's at
[Verse 6]
Another day, another test for me (Fuck it, fuck it up)
Another ho know best for me (Fuck that)
No home, I don't get to sleep
When's it gonna be rest for me?
[Verse 7]
Fuck
[Verse 8]
I keep on fuckin' shit up, pourin' it up in my cup
Wakin' up sweatin' and hatin' my life
Suicideboy, look at the cuts
Look at these sluts tryin' to fuck with my head
I'd be better off dead from the drugs
Head has been fucked
Everyone around me has been tryna tell me I'm steppin' it up
Dick heads
Trippin', I ain't seein' shit
I'ma go lay with my bitch
Hide in my room, eat all these bricks
Fuck payin' rent, they can come and evict
Doin' it since I was a kid
I ain't changin', I kill everything that I kiss
I won't be missed
I'ma go neck at this negative energy, just never quit
[Verse 9]
Suicideboy, look at my wrist
Suicideboy, look at my bitch
I keep on fuckin' up people I love
Suicideboy since I was six
I ain't got love for nobody now
Not even the ones that I grew up with
Heart Shaped Box, Kurt Cobain
Probably stop when the shotty kicks
[Verse 10]
Another day, another test for me
Another ho know best for me
No home, I don't get to sleep
When's it gonna be rest for me?
Written by: Ben Hayden
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