The Coin Has a Say

I feel alright but I'm buried alive Nothings healed, just covered by time I want to pray but I think I'm possessed Constant cardiac arrest I'm standing in the way again I can't see the road ahead I have taken too much Once a ladder now a crutch When all of it is closing in Stop fighting and hold your breath So much self-love, so much hate Fuck these people, fuck this place But to an amateur set of eyes Me and the lord look a lot alike I might even have a brilliant shine and the strength to make it right Unbroken, unscarred Back ain't weak, hands ain't hard It's the first night in town Our first night in town Rain comes down, bridge goes out The same way its always did Now that I'm yours, discover me Now that I'm yours, unbury me Now that I'm yours, amaze me Go ahead and save me, go ahead I'm standing in the way again I can't see the road ahead When all of it is closing in Stop fighting and hold your breath Don't take it back, you're all that I have A new goddess emerged from the mist And took the blade from my wrist Don't blink back out I will aimlessly wander this wasteland Guided only by a sickness, not a purpose I can't go back to what I was: Metallica without the drugs A faith healer without the plant Theres no home for a hollow man