Disappear

I should've seen this from the start

I should've always been on my own

Now it's perfectly clear I never should've stayed here

I should've just disappeared

The time that we have spent apart

Has made me realize I am torn

Between the person I was, who I wanted to be, and the one I mourn

And now I sit here in the dark

In a city that is not my own

There's a roof over me

And four walls to keep me away from the cold

The disappointment in myself's

More than you'll ever know

More than I show

And it's perfectly clear

I shouldn't be here, I should just disappear

I should've seen this from the start

I should've always been on my own

Now it's perfectly clear I should've never stayed here

I should've just disappeared

The time that we have spent apart

Made me realize I am torn

Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn

Between the person I was, who I came to be, and the one I mourn

Who I was, who I came to be, the one I mourn

Take me and bury me up to my neck, and walk away

I deserve what's coming to me

Take me and bury me up to my neck, and walk away

I deserve what's coming to me

I just wanted to feel love, to feel love, to be loved

I should've seen this from the start

I should've always been on my own

You've made it perfectly clear I shouldn't be here

Now I'll just disappear