Born to Blow It

You think that I'd be a doctor by now

With all of this self medicating

You think that I was an x-ray machine

With everything that I been radiating

But I wasn't born to blow it

Yea I wasn't born to blow it

You think that I was a master magician

The way that I keep disappearing

You think that I was some kind of bell boy

With all of this baggage I been bringing

But I wasn't born to blow it

Yea I wasn't born to blow it

I'm just my own great destroyer

You'd think that I was a prisoner

With all of these bars that I walked into

You'd think that I was the king James bible

With all of this bull shit I've been slinging

But I wasn't born to blow it

Yea I wasn't born to blow it

I'm not a doctor or lawyer

Don't have a steady employer

I'm just my own great destroyer

Honey you might think that I was an astronaut

The way that I been acting so spacey

And you'd think that maybe I'd been hired as government diplomat

With all of this conflict I am been facing

But I've been picturing a time and place

Where I can defeat this defeat inside of me

And bury him out in the plains where the wind blows so wicked and so wild

I can't seem to get it together

Feel like I'm becoming untethered

And I don't mean to annoy ya

But here comes a spoiler

I'm just my own great destroyer