Sabotage (feat. CHIKA)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Choices, everybody make 'em and the truth is

Something I've been thinking about, respect

You say I don't give you, maybe I don't know how

Excuses, boy I got a lot of them

Reasons, why I'm the way I am

Regret, you say I don't feel it, maybe I don't know how

Man, it got so ugly

I was begging you to stay when you left our house

Said you never loved me

Had me ducking all the venom flyin' out your mouth

Uh, closed your heart and you locked me out

Uh, took your beautiful love and I turned it out

Every time I hear them talkin' 'bout you

I wonder, did I play myself?

And sabotage love

Every time I think about me and you (Know I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love

Mirrors, tryin' not to break 'em all

Bad luck, seems like there always fallin'

Feelings, now I gotta bury 'em, and I don't know how

Memories of us in picture frames

Set a fire, don't just feed the pain

How it got so ugly?

I was begging you to stay when you left our house

Said you never loved me

Had me ducking all the venom flyin' out your mouth

Ooh, close your heart and you locked me out

Ooh, took your beautiful love and I turned it out

Every time I hear them talkin' 'bout you (Know I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love

Every time I think about me and you (Know I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love

Yeah, I'm often at it

Admittingly got a habit of

Getting in my own way while I'm wishing that I could have it

The picket fences and pictures of family in foreign fabrics (I know)

It be in front of me, if I can only grasp it

I want it and so did you, one hunnid

Was overdue, was running

You had the clue to warnings and feelings too

I wanna get over you but I can only blame myself

Think it's time to put these feelings on the shelf, for my health, yeah

I'm not the best at containing all my discretions

I'm not a saint, but damn it if I don't come with confessions

It's easy to block out blessings

Mistakes are for learning lessons

I use this shit as a letter, apologies to my exes, yeah

Every time I hear them talkin' 'bout you ( Know I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love

Every time I think about me and you (Know I ain't right)

I wonder did I play myself (When I think about it)

And sabotage love (Sabotage)

Every time I hear them talkin' 'bout you (Apologies to my exes)

I wonder did I play myself (Apologies to my exes)

I use this shit as a letter, apologies to my exes

Every time I think about me and you

I wonder did I play myself