The Grave

I still see us there

Standing in the cemetery air

Coffin lowering down

I was shattered glass

Broken as we stood there in the grass

His arms were not around

I was in love but I lost it

He couldn't handle the pain

Two of us came to the service

But only one of us was standing by the grave

Do I hate myself

Is that why I can't trust nobody else

Do I blame myself

Am I too fucked up

Could somebody ever fall in love

With a girl from hell

I'd never dare let you near me

Scared that I'll lose you the same

Two of us came to the surface

But only one of us was standing by the grave

I remember that day

Seen a therapist

Don't know who exactly that I miss

I wanna love again

We had our whole lives before us

It shouldn't have ended this way

Two of us came to the service

But only one of us was buried in the grave

Only one of us was buried that day