Disappear (feat. Silvergreenbee)

If I could disappear

and become something invisible

I'd want to be a sound

so as to leave no trace of me

Only a tail of sound

imperceptible, in the air

To be confused among waves and space

Like a voice wandering in a station

A ghost searching for peace

A soul looking for a body

That moment there is between a second and another,

in which the hands of the clock chase each other

An echo lost among the mountains who will reflect itself infinitely

in a world of frequencies that the ear cannot perceive

Who knows where it will crash?

A silence that seems to resonate

Or the weight of the shadow of a fish in its aquarium

The effect of a bubble bursting inside the ocean

the crackle of a record and the instant in which the corn becomes pop

Suspended like the instant there is between the fruit that falls and when it touches the ground

A torch in search of contours

A door closing in a garage

A sword that wounds

The last drop of rain of a tempest

A lightbulb blowing

Or a marble clicking against another

that of a football kicked hard

A transmission from a russian satellite

The sound of signatures, or that of a shoe sinking in fresh snow

the snapping of fingers

Skin -brushing- skin

Or whatever echoes in my head,

which is like a sharp and piercing whistle

which never leaves me

What remains of the sound of my thoughts

(aumento volume)

The racket inside me

A baby's first word and the last of an old man

the last of a baby and the first of an old man

Or the last of a baby,

and the first of an old man

The scissor cutting a lock of hair

A gunshot with a silencer

A ship wandering without lines

A finger thudding on a microphone

A moment before and the one after

There will exist, in the cosmos, a moment of absolute silence

a second in which everything is still.

Well, that's what I would like to be

Then maybe I'll be able to travel through time

For time has no mercy of he who leaves tracks

but of a sound, perhaps yes

and the sound that I'll be will wander between one dimension and the other

like light, like a rock thrown hard into the sea

And I don't know what it is and how to stop this deafening silence...

Or maybe I do!

And even if time will stop one day

I will spear it like an arrow on my bow

and I'll be its echo, penetrating the air

for time has deceived us, deceived us all poor devils

But I won't be cheated by him for I will only be a sound.

A sound with no beginning and no end

for if future hasn't deceived me

even in a violent sound, somewhere in its midst

brings a hundredth of silence, a fragment of peace.

And it's just like that moment before saying goodbye