So Hard

She know that I'm not lovey-dovey

She say, "Why you so hard?"

I ain't sayin' that I miss you

But I never forget you

Look, I fell in love with this lil' yellow broad

Thick legs, Chinese eyes, fur on her coat

Red braids on her head, her name was Saya

But I called her "Fat"

She used to tell her homegirls, "I don't know why

That boy call me"

(But I'll never forget you)

She fourteen, I'm fifteen, she know that I'm bad

Juvenile, I'm sendin' letters and she writin' back

Got out of jail, told all my partners

"This girl got me sprung"

(She got me sprung)

She listened to me, did what I said

We think we grown even though we young

I was your first, took your virginity in my mama bed

Mama came home, first thing she said

"This ain't no fuckin' fence," She held it down for a real ****

I gotta give her that, forest, lane and in the gulf

We on the floor fuckin' back to back

She know that I'm not lovey-dovey

She say, "Why you so hard?"

I ain't sayin' that I miss you

But I never forget you

And for them nights, I kept her with me, thuggin'

We used to go hard

Man, I never forget you

From the day that I first met you

Look, claim she was gangster, big ol' booty bitch

Front of Grove, stayed on the lane and forest hills

So I wasn't goin' home, we sixteen, I'm sellin' weed

She kept my strap and dope

Her mama catch me sneakin' in, she run me out the door

Tashay had basketball dreams

I only fucked her twice but I talked to her every night

'Cause she told me right, got on my ass when I skipped class

That's what she used to do, we tongue kissin', I grabbed that ass

She moved my hand and tell me, "'3, there's rules"

I had it bad when I was young

Oh, he like everybody, Ashley was crazy, she go dumb

She fightin' everybody, she handle it down when I copped them cases

Visit me in jail, for all them pictures that you sent me

Girl had me thinkin' 'bout you in this cell

She know that I'm not lovey-dovey

She say, "Why you so hard?"

I ain't sayin' that I miss you

But I never forget you

And for them nights, I kept her with me, thuggin'

We used to go hard

Man, I never forget you

From the day that I first met you

Look, so much Chanel, knew what it was

That's why I fuck with her, all in the movies, we hugged up

You know, that puppy love, I was your first, took your virginity

At your mama house

That shit was hard but we had to do it 'cause all that nasty shit

We talked about

Keida and 'Lisha was older than me

I think I'm grown, I'm fifteen, they both eighteen

But they ain't think it's wrong, they used to both let me fuck

But not no threesome shit

One let me fuck then go to sleep, I walk in the other room

And hit the other bitch

I'm sellin' grams, a stoner crook to our old heads

She used to spend her money with me, she was twenty seven

She get off work then she come where I'm at

She say I'm young, "I'll let you fuck but if you tell

Then I won't let you smash"

I never said nothin' 'bout it so we kept it goin'

I'm skippin' school at her house every Friday morning

And the life I lived back then was hard as hell

For real

She say, "I'm fallin' for you, lil' ****," and I say

"Yeah, I can tell"

She know that I'm not lovey-dovey

She say, "Why you so hard?"

(I can't make this shit up for real)

I ain't sayin' that I miss you

But I never forget you

(I never forget, real shit)

And for them nights, I kept her with me, thuggin'

We used to go hard

Man, I never forget you

From the day that I first met you

I'm talkin' all night, you know

Headin' over to girls, you know what I'm sayin'?

I kept a few bitches on my team, you understand, make sure a young **** right

Yeah, them long days skippin' school, playin' spin the bottle

You know, Mama comin' in

Shit, you know, makin' pantless on the floor, fuckin' a pretty Rick and Run DMC boy

Type shit