Chemical

Waking up to no meaning

I stare at the ceiling

Count the imperfections that

Surround my being

Can tell how I'm feeling

And it hurts more when you ask

There's a hole in my head and heart

But I'm a long way from the start

There's a hole in my head and heart

But I'm a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen

I told myself, it's all good

It's only chemical

It's only chemical

It's only chemical

I'm too shy to speak up

Guess I have my reasons

For telling little lies

About those around me

And what I could be

It's eating me alive

There's a hole in my head and heart

But I'm a long way from the start

There's a hole in my head and heart

But I'm a long way from

Back when I couldn't move was frozen

I told myself it's all good

It's only chemical

I want to scream, but it won't help

I've created my own hell

And it's only chemical

It's only chemical

It's only chemical

I find comfort when they say

You can't sit and count the days

Until it ends

There's still times I want to break

Everything I've ever made

But I've come a long way from

I've come a long way from

Back when I couldn't move

Was frozen I told myself it's all good

It's only chemical

I want to scream, but it won't help

I've created my own hell

And it's only chemical

It's only chemical

It's only chemical

It's only chemical

It's only chemical