Heavy Shit

I got this window in my house

Knows me better than I know myself

Could probably charge me fifty an hour

For all the heavy shit I pour out

I get these voices in my brain

Feels like I'm part of a new strain

I get disturbed and it's stupid and useless

You get the heavy shit I pour out

So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Startin' to wonder how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out

Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own

Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out?

They tell me, well, this is all part of life, you see

But the world keep circling round me

Can't seem to stop bein' so hard on myself

'Cause all this shit I pour out

Still haven't found what I'm lookin' for, nah

All of these people keep closin' doors, they tell me

You can't keep holdin' all this shit to yourself

Go find a way to let it pour out

So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Startin' to wonder how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out

Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own

Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out?

So here I am

So here I am

Like a ghost in my own home again

Mmm, with this heavy shit I pour out

(So come on, let it pour) Baby, let it pour

All the heavy shit I pour out

Let it pour out

All the heavy shit I pour out

So here I am, tryna figure where it all went wrong

Feel like a ghost in my own damn home

Startin' to wonder how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out

Bottom and bottles in the mirror when I'm on my own

Feel like I'm lost in my own damn bones

Can someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out? (Shit I pour out)

So here I am

So here I am

So here I am

Someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out

So here I am

So here I am

So here I am

Someone tell me how I got so numb

To this heavy shit I pour out