Easy

Missteps on drug tests

And each call to action

Hooked on that next look

Just textbook distraction

Too much I can’t stop

Like no sleep til Brooklyn

False starts in three parts

That broken heart cookin’

Four years in hotels

On blank sheets with no shell

Did harm but meant well

Gave and forgave hell

Went too far and came back

With fresh scars on both tracks

Each step means one less

And nothing will change that

Nothing will change that

I’m still the same

I’m still nothing

I’m still nobody

This isn’t easy

But that’s how it’s supposed to be

And looking up

I see I’m closer than I’ve ever been

So go easy on me

Go easy on me

Have you ever thought so much

It made you lose your head

Or been so overcome with dreams

That you just stayed in bed

I know I’m not the only one

That’s wished that I was dead

Or that I could be someone else

Just for a day instead

Feels like everything moves so damn slowly

And every day it’s harder to let people know me

But there is so much that this world has yet to show me

So I keep my head up

Don’t let up

Keep going

I’m still the same

I’m still nothing

I’m still nobody

This isn’t easy

But that’s how it’s supposed to be

And looking up

I see I’m closer than I’ve ever been

So go easy on me

Go easy on me

Have you ever thought so much

It made you lose your head

(go easy on me, go easy on me)

I know I'm not the only one

That's wished that I was dead

(go easy on me, go easy on me)

I’m still the same

I’m still nothing

I’m still nobody

This isn’t easy

But that’s how it’s supposed to be

And looking up

I see I’m closer than I’ve ever been

So go easy on me

Go easy on me