Wide Awake

I feel the cold setting in

I feel the goosebumps all over my skin

I start to fear the worst, I'm feeling so alone

I shouldn't feel like this in my own home

Feels like my teeth are falling out

From all the gibberish that's been pouring out my mouth

What was I thinking? What was I doing with that MILF?

My chin's exhausted, man, it was time for filth

And it's not a good way to start the day

I know it's done me no good

I don't wanna face the world, though I know I should

Tell myself I won't do it again but I know I will be

Lying in my bed, my thoughts racing

Like they always have been

Like they always will be

Like they always have been

Like they always will be

And I feel that chill back in the air

Though I can't see no one, I feel their stares

They've sussed me out my name, know everything I've done

And this could be our secret if they just don't tell no one

And it's not a good way to start the day

I know it's done me no good

I don't wanna face the world, though I know I should

Tell myself I won't do it again but I know I will be

Lying in my bed, my thoughts racing

Like they always have been

Like they always will be

Like they always have been

Like they always will be

Like they always have been

The sun's gone down and I'd love it to rise

Let me know that I've survive

Every noise runs down my spine

Deep the clock to check the time

I need to talk, need conversation

Rack my brain for explanations

Need you here just holding me

Shield me so they'll leave me be

But that's the way I've always been

And that's the way I'll always be

And there ain't gonna be no changing me

'Cause that's the way I'll always be

And that's the way it's always been

And that's the way it'll always be

It's not a good way to start the day

I know it's done me no good

I don't wanna face the world, though I know I should

Tell myself I won't do it again but I know I will be

Lying in my bed, my thoughts racing

Like they always have been

Not a good way to start the day

I know it's done me no good

I don't wanna face the world, though I know I should

I tell myself I won't do it again but I know I will be

Lying in my bed, my thoughts racing

Like they always have been

Like they always will be

Like they always have been

Like they always will be

Like they always have been

I need you here just holding me

I need you here just holding me

I need you here just holding me

I need you here just holding me