Listen to PTSD (feat. Mereba, Deante' Hitchcock & St. Beauty) by Dreamville & Omen

PTSD (feat. Mereba, Deante' Hitchcock & St. Beauty)

Dreamville & Omen

Hip-Hop/Rap

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Dreamville - PTSD ft. Omen, Mereba, Deante' Hitchcock & St. Beauty (Official Audio)

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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

Omen

Vocals

Mereba

Vocals

Deante' Hitchcock

Deante' Hitchcock

Vocals

St. Beauty

Vocals

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

Deante' Hitchcock

Deante' Hitchcock

Songwriter

Damon Coleman

Songwriter

Alexandria Rosemond

Alexandria Rosemond

Songwriter

Carissa Murray

Songwriter

Cameron Osteen

Songwriter

Marian Mereba

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

Cam O'bi

Producer

Juro "Mez" Davis

Juro "Mez" Davis

Mixing Engineer

Joe LaPorta

Mastering Engineer

Kenneth Harris

Co-Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Used to bend for me like the steel of a hatchback

You was there for Q like a fourth grade class fact

Q was there for me, never needed to ask that

PTSD now I'm havin' a flashback

[Verse 2]

Told me I'm sweet, can't sleep in the trap-trap

Enemy, envy, make the strap go brrap-brrap

You the missin' piece, no peace when I sleep now

Used to practice peace, finna sleep with the piece now

[Verse 3]

Know I'ma miss you long as I'm alive

You said you either gon' get rich or die tryin'

I wish I didn't have this song to write

I know you'd prolly rather me keep it light

[Verse 4]

My momma told me faith is all that I need

And back in the day I would've agreed

But now it's hard to believe

I still do, not 'cause I want, 'cause I need to

Believe in somethin' greater than me without bein' able to see it

So fuck a watch, I wear my heart on my sleeve

Nobody knows my sorrow, nobody knows about the trouble I've seen

A lot of dead **** livin' through me shawty

But not in a literal, more so dead 'cause they ain't follow they dream

The power of a higher entity, enter me

Mentally, physically, spiritually I'm on a whole different energy

Fuck the world, but I need you to remember me

I had doubt in myself. 'cause I used to fear that you would look at me differently

If I ever changed, I'm numb to it now

Don't feel the same, was slave to the feelin'

I'm breakin' the chains, tryna balance out the joy

The pain, the sun, the rain, my life and the fame

The loss, the gain, the guilt, the shame

My skin, my veins, the soul, the brain

So much on my heart, really I don't know where to start

The irony of findin' self in the dark

My ****, truthfully, feel like it's two of me

I shoulda been on that Ark

A love hate relationship with my thoughts

I'm tryna shine in my own light

The realest **** left in my own right

Helpin' you with you vices but can't seem to get a grip on my own life

Yeah

[Verse 5]

I was on my way down, breakdowns, breakthroughs

Spit up out my debut, gotta say I stay true

Maybe why I stayed broke, I been on a goose chase

Gotta swallow pride when they see me, how the truth tastes?

Off the beaten path like Blueface

On the North side, had to be a Tuesday

Walkin' slow with ya kids on a school day

Way past midnight, suddenly my mood changed

That's when the truth came, in New York hearin' rumours

My sister was homeless, don't visit her often

Been years since we talked, number changed

Saw you and my heart broke in a couple ways

Can't believe when i seen you, I knew shit was true

Stared in your eyes and I saw a different you

Skated off fast 'fore I could address it

Hope I run into you before we both get to Heaven

[Verse 6]

We aight, we aight

You open them eyes and help me see the light

We aight, we aight

You open them eyes and help me see the light

[Verse 7]

Yeah, just kickin' it you know

Ay, whoa, I'm hear with all my friends

[Verse 8]

This is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies

(What? What?) And the hoes

Sayin' this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies

(What? What?) And the hoes

(Can't forget about the hoes man)

For the homies, for the homies, all the homies

(What? What?) And the hoes

For the homies, for the homies, all the homies

(What? What?) And the hoes

Said this is for the homies, for the homies, all the homies

(What? What?) And the hoes

(Can't forget about the hoes man)

For the homies, for the homies, this is for the homies

Written by: Marian Mereba, Damon Coleman, Deante Van Hitchcock, Alexe Belle, Isis Valentino, Cameron Osteen

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