Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Yeah
[Verse 2]
Holding back, yeah
I've always been good at that, unattached
Waiting for what's coming next
Things I know I should address
I feel more together when I am a mess
I see moments that just came and went
Made amends with you then you overstepped
That's a line you never should've crossed
You got no respect, stop with all the threats
Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less
[Verse 3]
'Nother city I don't know well
Feeling too much like my old self
Back sliding, back sliding
Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill
Too much time alone is when it gets real
Future doesn't pop up then the past will
Upside that's a rear view, now I'm going downhill
Don't know who I'm close with
Going through the motions, don't know who to trust when I
[PreChorus]
I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it
Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix?
All these things I hold inside, I just can't forget
Thought that I could let this go
But I ain't know that it would be like this
[Chorus]
Like this
I ain't know that it would be like this
Like this
I ain't know that it would be like this
[Verse 4]
Maybe I'm impossible to be with
I know that you got a thousand reasons
You probably wanna leave but don't know how, yeah
I don't hear a thing when you yell
Bet you like to hear your own voice, yeah
Got me standing here with no choice
I see they tryna guess, they got me all wrong
Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm
[Verse 5]
But I can't deal
Feeling too much like my old self
Back sliding, back sliding
I just let the phone ring
We ain't even close, please
Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds
Lotta issues that you don't see
Texts that I just won't read
Play it off, it cuts deep though
When I don't know who I'm close with
Going through the motions, don't know who to trust when I
[PreChorus]
I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it
Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix?
All these things I hold inside, I just can't forget
Thought that I could let this go
But I ain't know that it would be like this
[Chorus]
Like this
I ain't know that it would be like this
Like this
I ain't know that it would be like this
Like this
I ain't know that it would be like this
Like this
I ain't know that it would be like this
Written by: Cole Walowac, Nate Feuerstein, David Arthur Garcia