Like This

Yeah

Holding back, yeah

I've always been good at that, unattached

Waiting for what's coming next

Things I know I should address

I feel more together when I am a mess

I see moments that just came and went

Made amends with you then you overstepped

That's a line you never should've crossed

You got no respect, stop with all the threats

Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less

'Nother city I don't know well

Feeling too much like my old self

Back sliding, back sliding

Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill

Too much time alone is when it gets real

Future doesn't pop up then the past will

Upside that's a rear view, now I'm going downhill

Don't know who I'm close with

Going through the motions, don't know who to trust when I

I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it

Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix?

All these things I hold inside, I just can't forget

Thought that I could let this go

But I ain't know that it would be like this

Like this

I ain't know that it would be like this

Like this

I ain't know that it would be like this

Maybe I'm impossible to be with

I know that you got a thousand reasons

You probably wanna leave but don't know how, yeah

I don't hear a thing when you yell

Bet you like to hear your own voice, yeah

Got me standing here with no choice

I see they tryna guess, they got me all wrong

Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm

But I can't deal

Feeling too much like my old self

Back sliding, back sliding

I just let the phone ring

We ain't even close, please

Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds

Lotta issues that you don't see

Texts that I just won't read

Play it off, it cuts deep though

When I don't know who I'm close with

Going through the motions, don't know who to trust when I

I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it

Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix?

All these things I hold inside, I just can't forget

Thought that I could let this go

But I ain't know that it would be like this

Like this

I ain't know that it would be like this

Like this

I ain't know that it would be like this

Like this

I ain't know that it would be like this

Like this

I ain't know that it would be like this