Returns

What is perfect? Not me, I've been overworkin' for weeks

I go home then purchase some things that I know will not fill my needs

Have a dose of what I've achieved then get lonesome and I critique

Who I am and what I believe, make up standards too high to reach

Untrained animal off the leash, I'm in panic, but yet relieved

Brought your hammock to hang with me? Grab a hatchet, cut down your tree

Like a mannequin that can speak, what I have in store is unique

I just mop the floors with MCs, I can't stop until things are clean

I'm an amateur's what you think, so you stand there in disbelief

Till I dislocate both your feet, that's what happens, you step to me

Not too graphic, but not PG, lots of action in every scene

I'm kidnappin' all of your dreams, hold 'em hostage and watch 'em scream (Ah)

Rap aside, I am what I advertise

Don't matter how you put it, we live, then we have to die

You might hate it, but you can't deny

See, everything that I've been doing got me lookin' like a mastermind

It's so vain, but I vandalize that I do what you fantasizin'

Took a vision of my dreams

And then found a better way that I can make it

I've been lookin', think I'm really 'bout to maximize it (Ah)

These bullets form in my mind and come out my mouth and (Pow, pow, pow)

For anyone out there doubtin' or actin' mouthy (Watch, watch, watch)

Forget what you heard about me, I've been astoundin' (Got, got, got)

Something for you thinkin' you might run circles 'round me

Yeah, ain't this all I ever wanted?

That's a fact, no, that's a lie, no, I'm confused, yeah, I got problems

What's the use? Yeah, let's be honest, screws are loose, I need 'em tightened

Not amused, yeah, look what I did, brought you something, hope you like it

So precise, the flow the nicest, so productive, stop your whinin'

Back in style like I was vinyl, I make songs and they go viral

Something's off if I go idle, "Been so long," yeah, okay, I know

Take your shoes off, you're in my home, you got fans, but not like I do, yeah (I do, I do)

Thankful, I try to be, can't contain what's inside of me

They don't like this side of me 'cause I lack in compliancy

I question what I can see if you're not playing my CD

No expirin', I'll decide when I think it's my time to leave (Woo)

Yeah, 'cause they won't retire me, it inspires me to be inspirin'

When I'm low I feel like I'm spiralin', pushin' forward, look, I can't ignore it

There ain't no I in team, but drop the T and A

Sometimes, if I'm bein' honest, feels like it's only me

No defeat, notably, better have it right if you're quotin' me

Write my name on your hit list, it might be the last time you wrote something

Rip that cocky smile right off your face for thinkin' you're close to me

Grab a can of gasoline, light it all over your self-esteem

Selfishly watchin' y'all helplessly pretend you're on my planet

Shoot you out of the sky like you're punchlines, you are not landin'

Gun jammin', reach in your mouth and rip out your tongue after tongue

Lashings, I hand 'em out like pamphlets in church, Pastor

Show up to my funeral wearin' all black, and what's happenin'?

I look around and wonder, "Where my fans at?"

Oh Lord, they know me so well, they know I'm not in that casket

Trash bag is prolly buried somewhere full of my ashes

My music's superb, playin' with words, play with my nerves

They gon' have a list of issues long as my shirts

Very absurd, very disturbed

Stare at the Earth like, "This is not the place I was birthed"

I'm generic, you sure? Oh, they think I'm very reserved

Till I open up on the beat like on my therapy work

I don't care what you heard, real scary, carry the verse

While I'm wearin' my merch, stompin' on your arrogant turf

Sit back and observe, nah, I like to actually work

This life's so unpredictable, it just keeps pitchin' me curves

I take a swing, I hate the things that make me feel like I'm dirt

I've patiently been waitin', please, I think it's time for my turn

My expertise are melodies, they talk to me when I'm hurt

Just let me be, eventually someday they'll see what I'm worth

I cross my I's and dot my T's, it makes no sense, but I've learned

Normal to you is not to me, the outcast finally returns