Hollywood

This shit left me shell shocked and traumatized (Shell shocked and traumatized)

It's hard to speak on what I'm feelin' up inside (Hey, what I'm feelin' up inside)

I can't even look my mama in her eyes (Hey, look my mama in her eyes)

I put you through so much and I apologize (Hey, I apologize)

I'm cashin' checks, I hope these hunnids stop the cryin' (Hey, hey, stop the cryin')

Where I'm from they only love you when you die (Hey, hey, when you die)

I'm from the trenches where we fightin' to survive (Hey, hey, to survive)

Can't be another victim of these homicides (Hey, hey)

And you can't even show too much love, they get greedy

The same **** ain't give a fuck, sayin' don't leave me

For my **** I wrote this one in blood, I know you see me

It ain't no turnin' back, they went too far so fuck a treaty

Phone on airplane mode, I'm too high up for you to reach me

I been too busy chasin' my dreams, I'm never sleeping

Catch us at the awards, like look mama I'm on TV

I'm just tryna make my mark at this shit, like 'Pac or Weezy

I could tell by the look in your eyes, you probably need me

But it's a lot of girls that's attractive, what can you teach me?

And is you gon' stick around or say fuck me when this ain't easy?

It be the ones that your least expected, I swear this shit, it get greasy

This shit left me shell shocked and traumatized (Shell shocked and traumatized)

It's hard to speak on what I'm feelin' up inside (Hey, what I'm feelin' up inside)

I can't even look my mama in her eyes (Hey, look my mama in her eyes)

I put you through so much and I apologize (Hey, I apologize)

I'm cashin' checks, I hope these hunnids stop the cryin' (Hey, hey, stop the cryin')

Where I'm from they only love you when you die (Hey, hey, when you die)

I'm from the trenches where we fightin' to survive (Hey, hey, to survive)

Can't be another victim of these homicides (Hey, hey)

My lil' **** some demons, they be quick to let it spark

We was shorties on the block, we weren't playin' in the park

Granny say whatever you do, just play it smart

I keep getting tatted just to cover up the scars

I'm just tryna shine and fight my way up out the dark

We like royalty, kings is what we are

I just plan on chasin' my dreams and goin' far

Gotta think big if you plan on livin' large

Tryna look on Billboard and see my name up on them charts

I walk in the stu' and put my soul in every bar

Whole team gotta eat, we fillin' up the shopping cart

And you can't grab a plate if you weren't right here from the start

This shit left me shell shocked and traumatized (Shell shocked and traumatized)

It's hard to speak on what I'm feelin' up inside (Hey, what I'm feelin' up inside)

I can't even look my mama in her eyes (Hey, look my mama in her eyes)

I put you through so much and I apologize (Hey, I apologize)

I'm cashin' checks, I hope these hunnids stop the cryin' (Hey, hey, stop the cryin')

Where I'm from they only love you when you die (Hey, hey, when you die)

I'm from the trenches where we fightin' to survive (Hey, hey, to survive)

Can't be another victim of these homicides (Hey, hey)