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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Rukhsana Merrise
Rukhsana Merrise
Performer
Rukhsana Boyde-Maynard
Rukhsana Boyde-Maynard
Vocals
Levi Lennox
Levi Lennox
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Rukhsana Boyde-Maynard
Rukhsana Boyde-Maynard
Composer
Levi Lennox
Levi Lennox
Composer
Ras Kassa Alexander
Ras Kassa Alexander
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Levi Lennox
Levi Lennox
Producer
Joel Peters
Joel Peters
Mixing Engineer
Christian Wright
Christian Wright
Mastering Engineer
PRGRSHN
PRGRSHN
Additional Producer

Lyrics

I spent too many nights trying to be just like you
To wake up feeling like, "What the fuck do I do?"
Maybe, maybe I'm not built like you
But I hope one day you feel the same way that I do
'Cause it hurt the most when you let me go
Should've let me know you ain't here no more
Once were close, where did we go?
I just need to know why you're now gone
When it all comes down, I put you first
Didn't deserve these lessons I've learned
Memories burn, tables now turn
I point the gun at the one I love
It's 2AM and I'm still thinking about you
Wondering if you feel the same way that I do
Lately I've been doing better off without you
But we both know some lies tell the truth
'Cause it hurt the most when you let me go
Should've let me know you ain't here no more
Once were close, where did we go?
I just need to know why you're now gone
When it all comes down, I put you first
Didn't deserve these lessons I've learned
Memories burn, tables now turn
I point the gun at the one I love
Don't try to get up
If I pull the trigger
I got a bullet that knows your name
Not insane
I'm in love
Just enough to get your goose
Hope you don't resent me
Know you'll never forget me
Once the clip is empty
The one in front of the gun lives forever
When it all comes down, I put you first
Didn't deserve these lessons I've learned
Memories burn, tables now turn
I point the gun at the one I love
When it all comes down, I put you first
Didn't deserve these lessons I've learned
Memories burn, tables now turn
I point the gun at the one I love
Written by: Levi Lennox, Levi Lennox Malundama, Ras Kassa Alexander, Rukhsana Boyde-Maynard
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