Moving On

Closing door to open more

Is not in my nature

I look at her and try my best

But I only see my failure

Ay, these memories keep blinding me

From everything I could feel

There's many ways to move on with change

But only one way of staying still, yeah

You can't move on without leaving your past

But the harder I try seems the more I look back, yeah

And now nothing's changed but it's always the same

But the more that I need you, the more I push you away

You're hellbent on saving me

I don't need saving

Well these demons chasing me

I can't risk you being taken

With every no, inside I grow

Stronger and stronger

As these memories fade

Our parts have placed

Gets closer and closer, ay, yeah

You can't move on without leaving your past

But the harder I try seems the more I look back, yeah

And now nothing's changed but it's always the same

But the more that I need you, the more I push you away, ay

I've been keeping inside a lock on my door

Bottles of bourbon are spread on my floor

They keep askin' me why, chasing these thoughts

I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Hey, yeah

You can't move on without leaving your past

But the harder I try seems the more I look back, yeah

And now nothing's changed but it's always the same

But the more that I need you, the more I push you away