Paranoia

Okay one more time

You buy me roses on the Monday

No one done that before

And I would admit that did looks great

But a little did I know they I don't

You buy a 50 dollars bottle of Champagne

And said it's just for fun

Even now we got bills to pay

At the end of the month

I know that you have the best intentions

But instinctively I put on defenses

I am surrounded by this paranoia

I would never let myself to get to know ya

I really wanna love you but I am scared to show ya

I wish I didn't feel this way

I wish that I could start to open up a little

I wish to see in about a bit my civil

And hopefully one day I found in the committal

And won't be in the middle of my paranoia

Paranoia

I wish I didn't feel this way, yay

I don't know why this always seems to happen

When I get comfortable

Starting to become a bad habit

Overthinking everything that I've been told

Then I get a 20 dollar bottle of Rose

And drinking it by myself

Try to drown my doubts away

But it didn't help

I know that you have the best intentions

But instinctively I put on defenses

I'm surrounded by this paranoia

I won't ever let myself truly get to know ya

I really wanna love you but I am scared to show ya

I wish I didn't feel this way

I wish that I could start to open up a little

I wish this inner battle was a bit more civil

And hopefully one day I'll finally be committal

And won't be in the middle of my paranoia

Paranoia

I wish I didn't feel this way, yay