I Deserve Better

I wanted love, you wanted fantasy

I wanted trust, you couldn't handle me

You wanna fuck around

I think I get it now

You wanna ride that guy over clout, go ahead

Text me, I'm the problem, with his hands around your neck

Text me, I'm dramatic, while you open up your legs

For a guy who doesn't care about you, he just wanted sex

You're in love with the feeling of feeling used

Tell me you hate me, like bet, that's cool

You don't want the drama, you would rather have abuse

You're the reason that I hate myself for trippin' over you

I fell for a girl too fast and that's facts

I got problems with attachment, I'm losing my fuckin' grasp

Gettin' harder to trust people, it all feels like an act

I was starvin' for a light and now I'm blinded, what is that?

I can't trust a soul

I can't feel at all

I can't feel your heartbeat

Please don't say you love me

I wanted love, you wanted fantasy

I wanted trust, you couldn't handle me

You wanna fuck around

I think I get it now

I cried every night, now I sob

I got problems with lovin' then movin' on

I got problems with stayin' all by my lonely at night

Nathan, I miss you, like, come and hold me tight

I can't help that I can't help you

You want him now, he might break you

He might relapse, he might reuse

He might love you, he can't change you

I can't help that I might love you

You're real nice, but I can't trust you

You won't date me, I can't make you

Walls too strong, no way I'll break through