Blueberry Skies

I was confused about what I love now it's nothing Is it, regular, to be uncertain about your decisions Sometimes I want to take it all back and then re-do it again 'Cause things happen for a reason And now I feel like I'm cheesin' It's like, blueberry skies in the middle of the desert Blueberry skies in the middle of the desert Close that door open a new one Know you're not alone when it goes wrong It hurts my heart, to let it go then try a new one But it's the best, I couldn't have asked for a better decision I will devote my whole life to it 'Cause I, I just wanna stick to it It's like, blueberry skies in the middle of the desert Blueberry skies in the middle of the desert I wanna cry when I'm happy Just tell me when it'll be alright I need to learn how to listen to inner me yea the inner me now Was at an ultimate low point So grateful that I was put there Because then I wouldn't be where I am now I lost myself Basically forcing myself to do this I'm now flat on the ground Feeling level for once in my life I'd run, away Away from my problems but they'd always catch up 'Cause things happen for a reason And now I feel like I'm cheesin' Blueberry skies in the middle of the desert Blueberry skies in the middle of the desert I wanna cry when I'm happy Just tell me that it'll be alright I need to learn how to listen to inner me yeah the inner me now Was at an ultimate low point So grateful that I was put there Because then I wouldn't say that I am here now (I'm floating)