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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Billie Eilish
Billie Eilish
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Billie Eilish O'Connell
Billie Eilish O'Connell
Songwriter
Finneas Baird O'Connell
Finneas Baird O'Connell
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
FINNEAS
FINNEAS
Producer
Rob Kinelski
Rob Kinelski
Mixing Engineer
John Greenham
John Greenham
Mastering Engineer
Casey Cuayo
Casey Cuayo
Assistant Mixing Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
"baby, i don't feel so good"
six words you never understood
"i'll never let you go"
five words you'll never say
I laugh along like nothing's wrong
four days has never felt so long
if three's a crowd and two was us
one slipped away
[Chorus]
i just wanna make you feel okay
but all you do is look the other way
i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay, mmm
i just kinda wish you were gay
[Verse 2]
is there a reason we're not through?
is there a twelve-step just for you?
our conversation's all in blue
eleven "heys" (hey, hey, hey, hey)
ten fingers tearing out my hair
nine times you never made it there
i ate alone at seven, you were six minutes away
[Chorus]
how am i supposed to make you feel okay
when all you do is walk the other way?
i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay
i just kinda wish you were gay
[Bridge]
to spare my pride
to give your lack of interest an explanation
don't say i'm not your type
just say that i'm not your preferred sexual orientation
i'm so selfish
but you make me feel helpless, yeah
and i can't stand another day
stand another day
[Chorus]
i just wanna make you feel okay
but all you do is look the other way
i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay
i just kinda wish you were gay
[Outro]
i just kinda wish you were gay
i just kinda wish you were gay
Written by: Finneas O'Connell, Billie Eilish O’Connell
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