Tired / Reflections

Yo, yo

They like, "****, we tired of hearing you pour

Out your heart about how you on a struggle and how you at war

With yourself, and how you not confident and you insecure

**** tired of that shit, don't wanna hear that story no more, tired

****, ain't you tired of tellin' it?

Ain't you tired of not being relevant?

Ain't you tired of talking 'bout your ex and your relative?

Digging up skeletons

Ain't you fuckin' tired? ****, shut up"

Right, I am fuckin' tired

I'm tired of working at myself, I wanna be perfect already

I'm tired of the dating process, I wanna know it's certain already

I'm tired of questioning if God real, I wanna get murdered al-

Come and save me, I feel threatened

Think I ran into a dead end

Ain't no point in using weapons, no

I'm at war with my reflection

I want fame, well

I can't take L's

I can't stay still

But I can't pay bills

It's hard to feel shit when you livin' off pain pills

Hard to put on war boots when you walkin' on eggshells

Don't let no **** tell you that you slept on

You better take the blame that you progressed wrong

And then got stepped on

The text long but I ain't replying for weeks

I got my peace for a positivity breach

This my second stage, this my metaphase, whoa

The the leverage change, ain't no retrograde, uh

Ain't see Heaven's gates but I got hella plays, whoa

See this a deadly game and I need better aim

Come and help me, I feel threatened

Think I ran into a dead end

Ain't no point in using weapons, no, no

'Cause I'm at war with my reflection, no, no

Come and save me, I feel threatened

Think I ran into a dead end

Ain't no point in using weapons

'Cause I'm at war with my reflection

5AM, I got no rest, all you ****

My morning flow'll be the death of you ****

At this point, my reflection could get it

My homies, the jewelry, the honor, my label

My shorty, my baby, my mama

This for the fences I'm hopping

So don't be shocked when all your plans are negated

Shout out Janay, she rub my back

And then she say I'm the greatest

Say perspective's 'bout the angle that you looking from

Investin' in protection on your chest before the bullets come

How I'm 'posed to look to stunt when I don't feel my growth nearin'?

Was hard at missing co-signs like being co-parents

Treat your heart just like a treasure, let no hoe near it

Address the fact that it's suppression of your own spirit, oh shit

My clothes tearing and I'm scarred up

Ain't spar much, it's better livin' with your guard up

How many girls did I just call up?

I'm mixing liquor in my Starbucks, fuck

I'm the one in front the gun and the one behind the trigger

I've been hiding from my truths, they will never find a ****

If they ever find a ****, I identify the killer

I'ma be the only witness, it's that pussy in the mirror

Come and help me, I feel threatened

Think I ran into a dead end

Ain't no point in using weapons

I'm at war with my reflection