Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Julia Michaels
Lead Vocals
Selena Gomez
Lead Vocals
Ian Kirkpatrick
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Julia Michaels
Songwriter
Selena Gomez
Songwriter
Ian Kirkpatrick
Songwriter
Scott Harris
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ian Kirkpatrick
Producer
Michael Freeman
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Mark Stent
Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
My friends, they wanna take me to the movies
I tell 'em to fuck off
I'm holding hands with my depression
And right when I think I've overcome it
Anxiety starts kicking in to teach that shit a lesson
Oh, I try my best just to be social
I make all these plans with friends
Then hope they call and cancel
Then I overthink about the things I'm missing
Now I'm wishing I was with 'em
[Verse 2]
Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
And I admit it
[Verse 3]
Yeah, but all my friends they don't know
What it's like, what it's like
They don't understand why
I can't sleep through the night
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
All my friends, they don't know
What it's like, what it's like
[Verse 4]
Always wanted to be one of those people in the room
That says something and everyone puts their hand up
Like, "If you're sad, put your hand up"
If you hate someone, put your hand up
If you're scared, put your hand up
[Verse 5]
Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
And I admit it
It's true
[Verse 6]
But all my friends they don't know
What it's like, what it's like
They don't understand why
I can't sleep through the night
And I thought that I could take something to fix it
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
All my friends, they don't know
What it's like, what it's like
[Verse 7]
I got all these thoughts
Running through my mind
All the damn time
And I can't seem to shut it off
I think I'm doing fine
Most of the time
I think that I'm alright
But I can't seem to shut it off
[Verse 8]
I got all these thoughts
Running through my mind
All the damn time
And I can't seem to shut it off
I think I'm doing fine
Most of the time
I say that I'm alright
But I can't seem to shut it off
Shut it, shut it, yeah
[Verse 9]
But all my friends they don't know
What it's like, what it's like
They don't understand why
I can't sleep through the night
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
All my friends, they don't know
What it's like, what it's like
[Verse 10]
Like, what it's like, what it's like
Hmm, hmm
What it's like
(I love this song)
Written by: Ian Kirkpatrick, Julia Cavazos, Scott Harris, Selena Gomez
