Making History

I've lost all faith in humanity I'm so young and outta hope it's a tragedy Someone tell me what's wrong What happened to me Why can't I be the same person that I used to be I'm sick and tired of all this constant hypocrisy The answers to everything in plain sight and I still can't see I learned real quick that even friendship has a fee But I'd be fuckin' set if I could find my money tree Shake that bitch naked droppin pennies Nicks And dimes Beat the shit out of my Speak N Spell to steal my rhymes And now my toys leave me alone they know that I don't give a fuck Even my See N Say closed it's eyes and shut the fuck up Been picked up and fell flat so many times Imma blow up in your face like a fucking landmine You can try all you want Too bad you're a dud I'm on the top You're the soap I'm the goddamn suds I'm leavin' Y'all in the past You're history I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree Only read one page Think you know the whole story Now's your chance to doubt me I'm leavin' Y'all in the past, you're history I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree Only read one page Think you know the whole story Now's your chance to doubt me I'm leavin Crushed And crumbled I'ved tipped And tumbled I fell when I stumbled I thought I had it all under control but I fumbled I dropped the ball But I grabbed the mic I'm trading sleep for lyrics Stayin up all night Cause on the brink of insanity I feel alive My pedals taped to the floor and I'm stuck in drive Flirt with death I'm darin' me to die I'm try to keep myself together Deep breath Sigh Then I grab a pen and try to scribble down what I think Try to put it all on paper till I run out of ink These words just don't have the same power when read Fuck a pen I'll just use this pencil instead Pick it up and write till I snap my last shred of lead Like I'm not supposed to get these words up outta my head I'm leavin' Y'all in the past You're history I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree Only read one page, think you know the whole story Now's your chance to doubt me I'm leavin' Y'all in the past You're history I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree Only read one page Think you know the whole story Now's your chance to doubt me I'm leavin' Nightmares repeat like a broken CD Hidden behind this facade so nobody sees me People don't understand if I'm not known I can't be missed How can I even be your homie if I don't exist I stay on mine I won't falter for no one again If that's the case Homeboy Then I don't need friends I don't need another let down I gotta confess I'd trade in my talent for a stress proof vest Keep the evil away As far away as I can And the answer to what it really means for me to be a man The ability to put life together and make a plan And the knowledge to tell people in a way they understand Life is stress in disguise See through the lies Trudge through all the lows and enjoy the highs New opportunities are born when the old one dies How longs it gonna be 'fore Nynja Doom's sprouts wings and flies Huh Not much longer mother fuckers It's fuckin happenin Yall thought I wasn't gonna be able to do this shit cause I was white Come on now Suck my dick Stupid I'm leavin' Y'all in the past You're history I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree Only read one page Think you know the whole story Now's your chance to doubt me I'm leavin' Y'all in the past You're history I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree Only read one page Think you know the whole story Now's your chance to doubt me I'm leavin' Y'all in the past You're history I'm climbing this game like a goddamned tree Only read one page Think you know the whole story Now's your chance to doubt me