Melancholy Sound

Baby we don't gotta go Either way you look you know Time don't stand still for long Baby I been living wrong Excess every night I need moderation Lost in Translation I digress I digress I want sex I need sex Mistress in destress I don't really cope and that's real I just need another Advil Mama said I'll get my ass killed Hundred dollars says that I will (Fuck it) Every day I'm in an off mood Nobody I want to talk to Everyone I know is too scared Pitch black but I walk through (Fuck it) Drinking in the parking lot I remember shivering Couldn't see the steering wheel Sleeping in the minivan "Jimmy, Jimmy look at me I posted a pic again!" Shut your mouth, take it off, make it something interesting Listening to my family fighting for years at a time I was Just a kid I would try to help them be peaceful and quiet They never listened so I would lay in my bed and just cry And then put a CD on repeat and memorize every line Man, this fucking rap ain't a hobby, it's either do it or die When we trap in the lobby you think we stupid and high When you grabbing your coffee and get your suit and your tie We see a ft that's probably fucking puking inside Take a shit on your life Like I'm not ruining mine I'm only feeling alive When I'm pursuing the grind Already hating myself I put the noose in a tie I think I'm ready to die Fuck it you could decide ('Lone) Alone all the time, but its fine, I would probably kill somebody if they came near And I hate little fucks when they front like they know, you would never last a day here Get my crack in a pill, and the plug CVS, and my doc is the middle man But the pill made me feel even worse than the last time I logged onto Instagram If you walk to the light then we are not alike in the dark where I stand Shawty hates on her man and she wants to forget, got a place where you can Burn an eighth to a gram, turn the hate to a fan, turn a page to a grand I don't make music man, music made me Now I'm cooking undercover burning rubber to a hundred bands (Yeah) This the type of shit I do alone because I know they'd never understand They don't think I mean it when I tell 'em that I'm coming for 'em, but I am She leaving cause I told her that she never gon' be happy looking for a man She said I'm not helping, I put the pen down, said "look I'm doing what I can"