Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Niykee Heaton
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Michael Keenan
Composer
Nicolet Heaton
Composer
Emily Warren
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Michael Keenan
Producer
Kuk Harrell
Producer
Jaycen Joshua
Mixing Engineer
Ryan Kaul
Assistant Mixing Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Feel it race
Goin' numb
Got me beatin' like a drum
What I say
When I spill
Maybe I should never talk
Na, na, na, na, na, ay
Na, na, na, na, na, yeah
[Verse 2]
Stories end
People change
But I'm rippin' like a page
I don't dream
I'm afraid
Seein' nightmares in the day
Na, na, na, na, na, ay
Na, na, na, na, na, yeah
[Verse 3]
Say goodnight (Say goodnight)
I'm still lyin' awake by your side (By your side)
And even though I know I shouldn't
I'm (I'm) feeding the monsters I'm afraid to fight
[Verse 4]
Leave every bottle as empty as my promises
Just like the last time I swore I would get sober for this
Told you I fought 'em
They tempt me
I'm beggin' to live
Hands on your shoulder
I told you I'd get sober for this (Yeah)
[Verse 5]
Get sober for this
(I told you)
Oh, I get sober for this, yeah
(I told you)
[Verse 6]
Wanna drink
Wanna smoke
Wanna feel it in my throat
Then I sink
Then I choke
Then I realize that I don't
Na, na, na, na, na, ay
Na, na, na, na, na, yeah
[Verse 7]
Unafraid
Feel it rise
Baby, you can bet I'm high
Then the pain
Let it ride
I've been achin' the whole time
Na, na, na, na, na, ay
Na, na, na, na, na, yeah
[Verse 8]
Say goodnight (Say goodnight)
I'm still lyin' awake by your side (By your side)
And even though I know I shouldn't
I'm (I'm) feeding the monsters I'm afraid to fight
[Verse 9]
Leave every bottle as empty as my promises
Just like the last time I swore I would get sober for this
Told you I fought 'em
They tempt me
I'm beggin' to live
Hands on your shoulder
I told you I'd get sober for this (Yeah)
(Sober for this, sober for this)
[Verse 10]
Get sober for this
(I told you)
Oh, I get sober for this, yeah
(I told you)
[Verse 11]
Say goodnight
I'm still lyin' awake by your side
And even though I know I shouldn't
I'm feeding the monsters I'm afraid to fight
[Verse 12]
(Oh)
Leave every bottle as empty as my promises
(Promises)
Just like the last time I swore I would get sober for this
(I would get sober for this)
Told you I fought 'em
They tempt me
I'm beggin' to live
(beggin' to live)
Hands on your shoulder
I told you I'd get sober for this
(Sober for this)
[Verse 13]
Told you I fought 'em
They tempt me
I'm beggin' to live
(I told you)
Hands on your shoulder
I told you I'd get sober for this (Yeah)
(I told you)
Written by: Emily Warren, Michael Keenan, Nicolet Heaton