Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Alan Walker
Programming
Sorana
Vocals
Mood Melodies
Programming
Big Fred
Programming
Magnify
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Alan Walker
Songwriter
Thomas Troelsen
Songwriter
Anders Froen
Songwriter
Fredrik Borch Olsen
Songwriter
Magnus Martinsen
Songwriter
Sorana Pacurar
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Alan Walker
Producer
Mood Melodies
Vocal Producer
Big Fred
Co-Producer
Sören Von Malmborg
Mastering Engineer
Magnify
Co-Producer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Ummm, yeah
Mirrors they never lie
Don't see myself inside
Why can't I get it right?
I don't know
You're always watching me fall
Shadows they like my wall
Why do I feel so small?
I don't know
[Verse 2]
So I walk into the dead of night
Where my monsters like to hide
Chaos feels so good inside
Now I know
[Verse 3]
I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and not to blame
I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and not to blame
I've lost control again
[Verse 4]
Tired of being afraid
But lately, I've lost my faith
What is love without pain, it ain't home
You're watching me but I'm below
When I get caught I hope
It's the kind of blackout that will
Take me home
[Verse 5]
So I walk into the dead of night
Where my monsters like to hide
Chaos feels so good inside
Now I know
[Verse 6]
I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and not to blame
I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and not to blame
I've lost control again
[Verse 7]
I know that I'm a mess
But I ain't trying to be the best
So, whatever's coming next
I better pray
Never said I was an angel
I am damaged all the way
So whatever's coming next
I better pray
[Verse 8]
I've lost, I've lost
I've lost control again
Always do the same and not to blame
I've lost control again
I don't, I don't
I don't know who I am
Always do the same and not to blame
I've lost control again
Written by: Alan Walker, Anders Froen, Fredrik Borch Olsen, Magnus Martinsen, Sorana Pacurar, Thomas Troelsen