Therapy

I've got used to spending my time alone

They ask me when I'm coming home

My system on overload but money is on the phone

Adjusting to different zones, it's hardest to be composed

Drama with my **** and he ain't striking the proper tone

I say, who you think you are?

Hung up, picked up the keys, then drove to the bar

Had a couple drinks, forgot where I parked

Ended on a bench gazing at stars

Envisioning what life would be

If I had lived out on Mars, never a chance

Afraid of the dark, afraid of the past

Afraid of the answers to questions I never asked

They will tell me to count my blessings, I'm countin' fast

Seeing people's true colors and the fakers fading at last

I don't even know why I invest in the time coming to therapy

There's nothing you can tell me that will help me

I do not believe that you've got it all figured out

Now let's take a break, need some fresh air and a snout

But I just might be out

(Not today)

(I don't need)

No, no, no, no, no, I don't need saving

(Therapy) No therapy (Therapy)

Don't follow any laws, I got many flaws

Had so many great opportunities, many lost

That's what happens when they put you on so many tours

But there's no sleep, blunts get lit, Henny pours

Then he calls, know he wants to have a heavy talk

I leave the country without giving it any thought

But why the fuck I'm on this couch spilling my heart out?

More high blood pressure you've already caused

I'll abort and go back to my reality, don't be mad at me

Your friend told me you're the best, apparently

I see the way you look at me like I'm some sort of charity

Only reason I come here is so I can get some clarity

And it didn't work

It was never worth it, a gift and a curse

Still an introvert, still my feelings hurt

(Not today)

(I don't need)

No, no, no, no, no, I don't need saving

(Therapy) No therapy (Therapy)

(Not today)

No, no, I don't need saving

(I don't need)

No, no, no, no, no, I don't need help

(Therapy) No therapy (Therapy)

And you will never know what it is you need until you need it

Know that I'm in need in being free enough to free this

Yo, you raised a star, Mommy, still cannot believe this

I can relate to you man, he broke your heart to pieces

Sometimes we do not see the fuckery until we're out of it

Some people read The Alchemist and still never amount to shit

We live in a society of frauds and counterfeits

People are dying, give a fuck about making some hits

Probably shouldn't say that out loud, but I did

And sometimes I just wanna dip, buy some land, raise my kids

Teach my daughter about the wonders of the world, I'm convinced

If she's anything like me I'm raising a king