Close to Crazy

I still reach for you

In the middle of my dreams each night

But my arms come up empty every time

And lately I talk to your memory

More than I should

If I could just forget the past I would

Because this missing you aren't doing me no good

I'm so close to crazy

Right on the edge

Just one step away from going insane

But I'm not there yet

If I could just lose my mind

I wouldn't know we're through

But this close to crazy

Is far from over you

This afternoon I caught myself

Reliving how it used to be

At a table for two just you and me

But talking to an empty chair

And laughing right out loud

Turned everybody's head and left no doubt

I'm a broken soul whose close to breaking down

I still reach for you

In the middle of my dreams each night