Hate It

I got a little high in my head, floatin' with the drunks on the sidewalk

Tryin' to hold on to my buzz, runnin' from the fool that I am

Wishin' I could turn my damn mind off

But I forgot who I was

And I know what I need, and I said how I feel

I know it, I want real

I just don't wanna see you with anyone but me

Now I can barely breathe, downin' in my jealousy

And I know I never been the kind to leave my heart out on the line

It's too damn hard to fake it and keep sayin' that I'm fine

I hate it

I still love you and I hate it

Gotta sleep in a bed that you made, heard it said

But it ain't that damn easy, head spinnin' like a ceilin' fan

Ain't no peace of mind, so I reach for a prayer

But your body still ain't there

I just don't wanna see you with anyone but me

Now I can barely breathe, downin' in my jealousy

And I know I never been the kind to leave my heart out on the line

It's too damn hard to fake it and keep sayin' that I'm fine

I hate it

I still love you and I hate it

I hate the way that I didn't know

The way you loved me till I let you go

I had a twenty three wasted on you on me

Now I can barely breathe, downin' in my jealousy

I know I never been the kind to leave my heart out on the line

It's too damn hard to fake it and keep sayin' that I'm fine

I hate it

I still love you and I hate it