No One (feat. Arie-Elle)

It's like you're in a daze, walking around

Don't know where you are

So much pain to talk about

Don't know where to start

Life's become a burden, I'm always scared

It doesn't matter where I turn, because it's always there

More I care, it's like the worse it gets

Over time you'd think I'd learn from this, but I haven't

And I wish there was someone there to help me when it happens

But instead people tell me I can manage like I'm dealing

With the feeling that's inside that they don't think I feel

Or just because it's in my mind, you don't think it's real

The fear that's instilled, you don't think it kills

If I'm not careful pretty soon, yeah I think it will

It's been concealed for so long

Sometimes I really don't wanna go on, but I have to

I tell myself that other people are to blame

But it really doesn't matter what I say anyway, 'cause

'Cause I am feeling in a hole now

But they don't hear me when I call out

Down here

There is no one

I don't know why it got so hard for me to say what I feel

Or why I seem to fall apart instead of facing my fears

I'm just trying to be strong

Work through all this hurt and turn it into words

That I can write in this song

The truth is, I ain't written in a while

Come to think, it's been a minute since I smiled

And I know I should put some music on and write for the day

Instead I just put a movie on and try to escape

Afraid of a day in the future where I'm looking back

Wishing I could have it all again, now what good is that?

Mind dwelling over all the things I coulda had

All the things I shoulda done or all the things I shouldn't have

Man, I spent my whole life living in a dream world

I'm just trying to find the strength to say this is me world

And if my only way to do it is through these words

Maybe they don't have to be perfect

It's all just up in my head

It's all just up in my head

Yeah

'Cause I am figuring it all out

Now I'm feeling I can crawl out

From here

I fear

No one

'Cause I am figuring it all out

Now I'm feeling I can crawl out, I can crawl out

From here, from here

I fear, I fear

No one, no one, nobody, no

It's all just up in my head

It's all just up in my head

Yeah

It's all just up in my head

It's all just up in my head

Yeah

It's all just up in my head

It's all just up in my head, my head

Yeah, in my head

It's all just up in my head, in my head

It's all just up in my, head

Yeah

'Cause I am figuring it all out

Now I'm feeling I can crawl out, I can crawl out

From here, from here

I fear, I fear

No one, no one, nobody, no

It's all just up in my head

It's all just up in my head

Yeah

It's all just up in my head

It's all just up in my head