Congratulations, I Hate You

No one ever said that life was fair

And I'm not saying that it should be

So knowing that you are what you want to be

And I'm not comes as no surprise

But don't expect me to be happy for you

And don't smile at me and tell me things will work

Out for me too, I don't want your pity

I hate your pity

Taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness

As you hide behind your veil of

My stolen hopes and lost dreams

You took them all

I watched you steal my thoughts

And had to see you smile

As you build your dreams

On my shattered hopes

I'll look back on a day

Once loved and fantasize for tragedy

Swallow your pride

Beg me to make this easier

And listen to my hopeless cries

Suffer alone in emptiness

I lust to see you swallowed by the mess

That you left in your wake

Disgust lies deep within your empty gaze

Beg me to make this easier

And listen as my hopeless cries

Send stares into your meaningless eyes

My envy can't describe how I loathe

You for having all the stars

Leaving my eyes to marvel the sky

Knowing it should be mine

Yet it's you I see wasting the dream

That only I deserve

I'll tear off your face to see your smile

As you build your dreams

On my shattered hopes

I'll look back on a day

Once loved and fantasize for tragedy

Swallow your pride

Beg me to make this easier

And listen as my hopeless cries

Send stares into your meaningless eyes