Sunshine to the Rain (Featuring Scarface & Anthony Hamilton)

You know, I always sit back and I be thinkin like to myself, like you know- I know I'm here, but where I am- you know what I mean, I know I'm here, somewhere

But I- I can't find me, you know what I'm saying, It's like my whole life man, I've been looking for me

It's a lot of shit going on in my head, man check it out

I spent my years isolated, couldn't live with myself

I was troubled as a young kid, my tears didn't help

Manic, depressed and was evident, I buried it deep

All alone with these four walls caving at me

Barricaded was my mind state, I wanted to die

Never happiness, Just sad times, living a lie

Rather leave it, I was suicidal, slitting' my wrist

Mama thinking I was crazy, ain't like using her fists

Ain't gonna change how I was feeling, I was paining inside

It wasn't me, It was my inner feelings coming alive

I remember waking up like I was headed for school

Left me standing in the hospital, locked in this room

Put away, I'm a troubled kid losing my mind

Fallin' short of what they expected from me every time

So don't fault me if you meet me, and I look to be strange

I'm just laughing at the sunshine, dying in the rain

Sunshine to the rain, when it comes it goes again

Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again

Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me, I will never change

Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days

Now I was raised in a neighborhood were cowards would die

If you was real it was understood, it showed in your eyes

Every corner had a different hustle sprawled on your face

Drug wars, growin' up raw survived the chase

Stromatic had to move along, quiet as kept

Spoken words got you dealt with, so ride with yourself

I'm a juvenile, they telling me get down for your wealth

No getting high, cause when you get high, you have your health

As far as health, mine was mental though, uou know how that go

Psychologically, I deal with demons talkin' in codes

Hopefully, I'll get to meet Jesus somewhere on this road

Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying no

Better of if I was dead, cause they killing me slow

All in all it's just a part of life, watching the show

Ain't nothing never came to **** sleep except for a dream

It's like a movie with the ending credits etched in the scene

Sunshine to the rain, when it comes it goes again

Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again

Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me, I will never change

Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days

I prayed my last days of sunshine, just die in the rain

Kinda selfish, but I know that dying eases the pain

Heartfelt words, spoken hurt, provided the frame

For the picture I done painted for the master to explain

So I leave behind my testimony, witness the gift

Far from Holy, but this Matrimony provided the script

To live on and live by, grow up and grow on

Get on and get by, so forth and so on

And this here's the last days, I can hear the horns singin'

I can see the red sky, I can hear the drum beating

I seen the dead die, How long will they mourn Jesus

At least I'm saved by my scriptural warn readings

And while leaving you here, believe what you believe in

But you don't want to not believe, believe in seeing

Don't take this here too personal cause I'm just speaking

This is my family on my mind, and this my reason

Sunshine to the rain, when it comes it goes again

Even when the story ends, just turn the page and begin again

Sunshine on cloudy days, don't hate me, I will never change

Thankful I was made this way, your sunshine for cloudy days

Cloudy days, (you are my)

Said your cloudy days (you are my)

Can't keep my sunshine (you are my)

Don't you see, when yo cry, (sunshine to the rain)

I might just smile (you are my)

When you feel pain, I might smile again (you are my)

Better now then never, (you are my) I'm saying, no, no (sunshine to the rain)

You are my, You are my, You are my, sunshine to the rain

You are my, You are my, You are my, sunshine to the rain!