To Or Not Let Go

I would be a beauty but my nose

Is slightly too big for my face

And I would be a dreamer but my dreams

Are slightly too big for this space

And I would be an angel but my halo

It pales in the glow of your grace

And I would be a joker but that card

Looks silly when you play your ace

And I'd like to know, are there stars in hell?

And I'd like to know, know if you can tell me

That you made me lose everything I know

But I can choose to or not let go

And I'd stay forever but my home

Is slightly too far from this place

And I swear I tried to slow it down

When I am walking at your pace

All I could think idling through the city is

Do I look pretty in the rain?

And I don't know how someone quite so lovely

Makes me feel ugly

So much shame, so much pain

I'd like to know, are there stars in hell?

And I'd like to know, know if you can tell

That you made me lose everything I know

I can choose to or not let go