Diary (feat. Marsha Ambrosius)

Rather lose love than to move on, never knowin' what it feel like

Short days, long nights, by the phone, no call

Need a clear mind, 'cause I've been blind, got me goin' down that road

Heart made of stone, far away from home, black woman, you c-cold

Every problem that you ever had with another man, I gotta face

Started off on thin ice, I'm still here, but I can't skate

Slow skink, can't breathe, no remorse, don't think

Listen to your friend, get another man, for a minute, then repeat

Queen, you deserve the title

But she rejects what I give while she nurse the wounds by them

Tried them, didn't work, gotta pass the bull**** standards

Nothing I'ma do is gon' wok, diary of a black girl

I wonder why I sit and cry

Wish I could share all these tears

I'm down and out

I'll keep on movin' and tryna get out

I don't know how to move on, where I went wrong

Wish I could live with no fear

So darling, I'm

I'll keep on movin' and tryna get out somehow

Raise by a mama who, hates her baby father so

She don't have a problem with, with said **** quick

I'm just tryna be the one who never run but you run away from me

You girl friends' men cheat, why not me the same thing?

She can't see in me what I see in her

This pain she inherit can't be reversed

How can **** stay livin' in the shade of all the **** that played you?

The irony in that is I ain't even that, but you put it in those pages

Wife, you deserve the label

But you been hurt before so you sore and don't feel you able

Tried them, didn't work, gotta pass the bull**** standards

Nothing I'ma do is gon' wok, diary of a black girl

I wonder why I sit and cry

Wish I could share all these tears

I'm down and out

I'll keep on movin' and tryna get out

I don't know how to move on, where I went wrong

Wish I could live with no fear

So darling, I'm

I'll keep on movin' and tryna get out somehow

See, all I ever wanna do is be relevant

Just tell me that I ever meant anything or

That you could ever see me and you in another light

But it's like the dark woman endures the darkest nights by the

Wrong men, and mostly al of them have made you someone

Incapable of a first impression

What I do is I channel my aggression with no cable or antenna

Just intentions to impress you if capable

Hopin' that the material possessions can materialize to a better you

'Cause nothing I drive and drive you outta this frame of mind

With such an ugly picture in it and

Money, nothing I buy can buy me more time for your

Ears to tell your heart to listen to it

Diamonds, huh, a girl's best friend is hat they say but

Believe me, with the right allegiance, shawty he won't shine anyways

And every day that goes by is a couple more line in her diary

The day before is better than the present

So anyone presented in her presence endures these life sentences

No keep and release, no reason to be around

Her mind's in the clouds, she writes it all down in her diary

I wonder why I sit and cry

Wish I could share all these tears

I'm down and out

I'll keep on movin' and tryna get out

I don't know how to move on, where I went wrong

Wish I could live with no fear

I'm so down and out

I'll keep on movin' and tryna get out

Somehow