One Wish

I grew up in H-town living life on the blocks

From then that's when I became unorthodox

I use to tie knots in ma socks

Filled them with rocks, and I'd

Swing your jaw if you gave bad looks

Now I, haven't changed, still slightly deranged

Still slightly outraged and I feel insane

At the way I contain so much pain

Like a fiend, Life is real, do you know what I mean?

It's like, ever since the days I was young

Man was bussin' full clips and the run of your tongue and

In my hood I see mans get worked

Then that man would come back 'n' say that man got murked

Yeah, I can say that my live's been hard

Six of us lived in a two bedroom yard

So I keep this in mind, full well knowing

I know where I've been, so I know where I'm going

You don't know where I've been

You don't know what I've been through

So how can you judge me?

You don't know about the life that I got

You don't know what it's like to live in my slot

This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right

Every night I pray to god please turn out the light

That would be my one wish

That would be my one wish

You don't know where I've been

You don't know what I've been through

So how can you judge me?

You don't know about the life that I got

You don't know what it's like to live in my slot

This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right

Every night I pray to god please turn out the light

That would be my one wish

I got that H-A-C blood in me

I rep my east side, I'm that ghetto gully mind chick, born in E5

And I've always moved with mans ever since I was young

'Cause these girls are too bitchy and their mind set is long

I learnt how to move and stay wise on the street

'Cause my older boy's showed me how a girl should roll deep

I saw moves get moved, watch man move what they move

To survive out here, you got to do what you do

Hustling on the corner, shedding work

'Cause when your grinding you gotta make it work

'Cause life is hard and life is real

And man now a days don't care when they kill

Boys young as sixteen, life's taken and gone and I sit back and sigh

What the fuck is going on? This is wrong

To the families of lost ones, I'm sorry

R.I.P to babies Jessica and Holly

You don't know where I've been

You don't know what I've been through

So how can you judge me?

You don't know about the life that I got

You don't know what it's like to live in my slot

This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right

Every night I pray to god please turn out the light

That would be my one wish

(That would be my one wish)

You don't know where I've been

You don't know what I've been through

So how can you judge me?

You don't know about the life that I got

You don't know what it's like to live in my slot

This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right

Every night I pray to god, please turn out the light

That would be my one wish

That would be my one wish

They don't know what I'm going through

They don't know what I'm going through

They don't know what I'm going through

They don't know what it's like for me or you

The hood holds loyalty

The hood holds faith

The hood holds struggle

And the hood holds rage

The hood holds haters that wanna grudge me

But I don't watch you, only god here can judge me

So I don't care if you like me or hate me

'Cause lately a lot of heads wanna vibe crazy

But I ain't here to make new friends

Shystie is just here to make a means to a ends

I'ma be the reason why you step up your pace in this race

I'ma take every chicks fan base

And I'ma be the realist girl in the game

I'ma be the reason people forget your name

'Cause I'm big inner dis

Big bad inner dis

And I don't care who likes me and whose pissed

'Cause Shystie's here and I'm reppin' it for London

I'm never gonna be a pop emcee, you must be dumb, man

You don't know where I've been

You don't know what I've been through

So how can you judge me?

You don't know about the life that I got

You don't know what it's like to live in my slot

This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right

Every night I pray to god please turn out the light

That would be my one wish

That would be my one wish

You don't know where I've been

You don't know what I've been through

So how can you judge me?

You don't know about the life that I got

You don't know what it's like to live in my slot

This worlds gone mad and it don't seem right

Every night I pray to god, please turn out the light

That would be my one wish

That would be my one wish

(Tell me where I've been)

(That would be my one wish)