Ascend

Can't swim anymore, the waves that I make

They ride through my skin like the drugs that I take

The moment I fear you're leaving

I feel like I'm gone, gone, gone

I know I'm alive but I can't stay awake

Without ups and doubts, my bones start to shake

Lay it on, lay it on, lay it on

I know you can't relate

I'm a control freak

You can try but you can't control me

You're wasting your time

Should be living your life, just leave me behind

I'm a control freak

You can try but you can't control me

You're wasting your time

Should be living your life, I was living my life

Blacking out so I can't feel the pain

Only way out is starting again

The moment I see you're leaving

I feel like I'm gone, gone, gone

When is my time, count thirty days

I lost my religion, God's just a name

Lay it on, lay it on, lay it on

I know you can't relate

I'm a control freak

You can try but you can't control me

You're wasting your time

Should be living your life, just leave me behind

I'm a control freak

You can try but you never control me

You're wasting your time

Should be living your life, I was living my life

I'm in control, I'm in control, I'm in control

I swear on my life, I lied to you all

I'm in control, I'm in control, I'm in control

I don't need your help, just let me fall

Just let me fall

Just let me fall

Just let me fall

Just let me fall