Fever Dream

I'm ashes, post-flame, all the coal that disintegrates

I'll just lie here quietly, sink into the earth's defeat

As I watched you grow dull, wonder how you stay so cold

Always knew something was wrong, never chose to play along, here

So sit down, shut off, I don't know how I let you lead so long

'Cause right now you're only holding me back

'Cause I'm not where I want to be, and you're not who I wish you were

So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life

While I was eating off the floor

Alone and drowning in my thoughts

Your gut was full, still wanting more

You wanted more

So sit down, shut off, I don't know how I let you lead so long

'Cause right now you're only holding me back

'Cause I'm not where I want to be, and you're not who I wish you were

So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life

I walk this road, behind you now

I feel so lost 'cause you're never gonna turn around

Down cobblestone, I scream your name

I fight your past 'cause you're never gonna feel the same

I walk this road, behind you now (Drown myself in this peaceful lake)

I feel so lost 'cause you're never gonna turn around (Feel the water pull me away)

Down cobblestone, I scream your name (Maybe there's a place for us down here someday)

I fight your past 'cause you're never gonna feel the same (I'll see you again someday; I promise I'll see you someday)

So sit down, shut off, I don't know how I let you lead so long

'Cause right now you're only holding me back

'Cause I'm not where I want to be, and you're not who I wish you were

So I'll rest my eyes and we'll try in another life