The Grey

Wait for a signal

Losin' faith

Stuck in the middle

And I'm searchin' for a way out

But six feet deep I've dug my grave now

There's no way out

I fell the salt beneath my skin

And it's boilin' up again

I can't let go and I'm wearin' thin

These knots in my throat coil and constrict

And it's the shortenin' of the days

The dark that seems to grip

All the ice that fills my veins

And this guilt that always trips

I've felt so grey and out of place

Bent out of shape, but stuck in my ways

And I've been searchin' for the answers

Will I always be this way?

When I call out, you answer?

'Cause I've been screamin' but nothin's changed

Nothin's changed

I feel the cold against my face

And it's enough to keep me sick

So I'm left with this bitter taste

A spoon full of sugar could never fix

And it's the shortenin' of the days

And the dark that seems to grip

I try to go and it pulls me in

I'm sick of swallowin' medicine to feel somethin'

I've felt so grey and out of place

Bent out of shape, but stuck in my ways

And I've been searchin' for the answers

Will I always be this way?

And when I call out, you answer?

'Cause I've been screamin' but nothin's changed

And it's gettin' harder to pretend like I'm okay

When there's this constant reminder bein' drilled into my brain

I still believe in happiness and I wanna find a way

But lately my whole world is being swallowed by the grey

For now there's comfort in the quiet, solitude and rainy days

I've got my sadness to a science, all I can do is hope for change

There's comfort in the quiet, solitude and rainy days

I've got my sadness to a science, all I can do is hope for change