Escapist

You're my enigma

Why claim another life

When you're still ruling

A sea of corrupt minds

Feed from my weakness

I fear my hands are tied

Afflicted over and over again

This vicious cycle

It eats away

The very soul of this person

You lead astray

Fighting this with every breath I breathe

When the smoke fills up my lungs

It's so hard, it's just so hard to see what's underneath

I lust for strength to just come clean

Or bite my tongue and let it bury me

I know there's a hell

'Cause you're keeping me here

You're keeping me here

You're keeping me here

Fighting this with every breath I breathe

When the smoke fills up my lungs

It's so hard, it's just so hard to see what's underneath

Fighting this with every breath I breathe

When the smoke fills up my lungs

It's so hard, it's just so hard to see what's underneath

I lust for strength to just come clean

Or bite my tongue and let it bury me

I lust for strength to just come clean

Or bite my tongue and let it bury me, bury me

I lust for strength to just come clean

Or bite my tongue and let it bury me

You're my enigma

Why claim another life

When you're still ruling

A sea of corrupt minds

Feed from my weakness

I fear my hands are tied

Afflicted over and over again

Fuck

I know I could have been a better me

I know I could have been a better me