Tortures of the Damned

I hate myself

More than I ever let on

I'm burned out at 22

I lived too fast and I loved too much and I'll die too young

But I chose this cup that I drank from

Knew what I was getting into

But I couldn't let out what I had to keep in

I'm ashamed of myself and unspeakable sins

That I've committed and

I've made mistakes

But I'll find my way

There's no explanation for

The things I've failed at before

They can't hold my hand

It just hurts to be a man

Through the tortures of the damned

Of the damned

If I only had an axe

I'd sever the ties I've made with the world

Maybe I can be a stranger

In a strange place

If I start now, maybe I can be saved

If I only had a mask

I'd cover these bleeding eyes

They're bloodshot now but they'll be black by dawn

If I wake up now

I can be pure again

I've made mistakes

But I'll find my way

There's no explanation for

The things I've failed at before

They can't hold my hand

It just hurts to be a man

Through the tortures of the damned

Look at me now

I'm on the tracks with my back

Towards the last train leaving town

Look at me now

I'm on the tracks with my back

Towards the last train leaving town

Look at me now

I'm on the tracks with my back

Towards the last train leaving town

Look at me now

I'm on the tracks with my back

Towards the last train leaving town

I've made mistakes

But I'll find my way

There's no explanation for

The things I've failed at before

They can't hold my hand

It just hurts to be a man

(Through the tortures of the damned)

I've made mistakes

But I'll find my way

There's no explanation for

The things I've failed at before

They can't hold my hand

It just hurts to be a man

Through the tortures of the damned

Of the damned