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PERFORMING ARTISTS
JAY-Z
JAY-Z
Vocals
Eric Johnson
Eric Johnson
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Shawn Carter
Shawn Carter
Songwriter
J. Smith
J. Smith
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Just Blaze
Just Blaze
Producer
Gimel "Young Guru" Keaton
Gimel "Young Guru" Keaton
Mixing Engineer
Tony Dawsey
Tony Dawsey
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
First they love me, then they hate me
Then they love me again
Uh, let's take a trip down
[Verse 2]
Let's take a trip down memory
Lane at the cemetery
Rain, grey skies, seems at the end of every
Young black life is this line, "Damn, him already?
Such a good kid, got us pourin' Henn' already"
Liquor to the curb for my **** up above
When it cracks through the pavement, that's my way of sending love
So, give Big a hug, tell Aaliyah I said hi
Till the next time I see her, on the other side
[Verse 3]
He was just some thug that caught some slugs
And we loved him 'cause in him, we saw some of us
He walked like us, talked like us
His back against the wall, **** fought like us, damn
Poor Isis, that's his mama name
Mama ain't strong enough to raise no boy, what's his father name?
Shorty never knew him, though he had his blood in him
Hot temper, mama say he act just like her husband
[Verse 4]
Daddy never fucked with him, so the streets raised him
Isis blamin' herself, she wish she could've saved him
Damn near impossible, only men can raise men
He was his own man, not even him can save him
He put his faith in a .38 in his waist
But when you live by the gun, you die by the same fate
End up dead before 38, and, um
That's the life of us raised by winter, it's a cold world
[Verse 5]
Old girl turned to coke, tried to smoke her pain away
Isis' life just ended on that rainy day
When she got the news her boy body could be viewed
Down at the city morgue, open the drawer, saw him nude
Her addiction grew, prescription drugs, sippin' brew
Angel dust dipped in, woo
She slipped into her own fantasy world
Had herself pregnant by a different dude
[Verse 6]
But reality bites and this is her life
He wasn't really her husband, though he called her wife
It was just this night when the moon was full
And the stars were just right and the dress was real tight
Had her soundin' like Lisa Lisa, I wonder if I take you home
Will you still love me after this night?
Mike was the hard head from around the way
That she wanted all her life, shit, she wanted all the hype
[Verse 7]
Used to hold on tight when he wheelied on the bike
He was a "Will he?" all her life, he wasn't really the one to like
It was a dude named Sha who would really treat her right
He wanted to run to the country to escape the city life
But Isis liked this Broadway life
She loved the Gucci sneakers, the red, green, and whites
Hangin' out the window when she first seen him fight
She was so turned on that she had to shower twice
[Verse 8]
How ironic it would be some fight that
Turned into a homicide that'll alter their life
See, Mike at thirty-two was still on the scene
Had a son, fifteen, that he never saw twice
Sure he saw him as a infant, but disowned him like
"If that was my son, he would look much different
See I'm light-skinned and that baby there's dark"
So it's mama's baby, papa's maybe
[Verse 9]
Mike was still crazy out there runnin' the streets
Had his old reliable .38 gun in his reach
It's been fourteen years, him and Isis ain't speak
He runnin' around like life's a peach, till one day
He approached this thug that had a mean mug
And it looked so familiar that he called him Young Cuz
Told him to get off the strip, but the boy ain't budge
Instead he pulled out a newer .38 snub
[Verse 10]
He clearly had the drop but the boy just paused
There was something in this man's face he knew he seen before
It's like lookin' in the mirror, seein' himself more mature
And he took at as a sign from the almighty Lord
You know what they say about he who hesitates in war?
He who hesitates is lost
He can't explain what he saw before his picture went blank
The old man didn't think, he just followed his instinct
[Verse 11]
Six shots into his kin, out of the gun
****, be a father, you're killin' your son
(Six shots into his kin, out of the gun)
(****, be a father, you're killin' your sons)
Meet the parents
Written by: J. Smith, Justin Chaisson-Smith, Shawn Carter
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