Habits

Complicated, frustrated, underestimated

Can't sleep, mind racin', hard to stay concentrated

Foreign towns, missing home, please don't forget about me

Tell the story, all the glory, fuck what they say about me

Some days I feel

So out of place

With all these fake people

In my face, I can not relate, yeah

Sometimes I feel

Like I create and they just take

Everything I make

Turn around and then hate

Maybe I was livin' off expectations

Or I was born in the wrong generation

That's probably it

Meanwhile I'm crushin' weed overseas

Hopefully the night will find more

Long days on tour, backstage gettin' borin'

But step offstage and they roarin'

I fell in love with a very bad habit

But I feel alive for the very first time

I don't wanna die

But I don't

I don't wanna hide or keep shit inside

I will not cry

So I deal how I deal with it

Deal with it

I am thirteen, I was clean and still countin'

Save me from these daydreams about it

Under full moons, night swims and tattoos

I cannot stand these fucking rules

I've been sailing too long in cold water

Restrain me from these pills and more doctors

And erase me from this page and start over

I wanna start over

See, I fell in love with a very bad habit

But I was alive for the very first time

You said goodbye when I was trying to say

"Something ain't right inside of me"

I wanna run away, yeah (I want to run away, run away)

I don't wanna stay here (I don't wanna stay, I don't wanna stay here)

I wish you could relate

I wish upon a star

Fuck that, leave it up to fate

We are who we are so don't judge me

Just 'cause it's hard to smile

Read between thick white lines

See what's in my mind

I fell in love with a very bad habit

But I was alive for the very first time

You said goodbye when I was trying to say

"Something ain't right inside of me"

I wanna run away, yeah

I don't wanna stay here